Heechul has emofied me

[catskilt]

First, I watch this aged video of Heechul, Kangin and Sungmin on Tablo's Dream Radio where Heechul recs FT Island's 'Until You're Back', and emo as it is, I fall in love with the song immediately because god, it is gorgeous. The opening, the singing, the guitar playing, the rapping, the rock...it's so addictive and catchy and beautiful that I immediately downloaded two of FT Island's albums just to get more of their sound. Which is why everyone has to listen to it too, or watch this brilliant performance, or you know, both, because it deserves attention.

Also, Hongki really looks like Jiro Wang in this. For real. If they'd sung in Chinese instead, I would've thought it was Jiro Wang. Which is good? Because Jiro is hot?

And then Heechul tweets and cyworlds about Hangeng and I am crying inside because idek, it hurts to be reminded of it. Usually I am okay with Hangeng's absence, but damn when something like that happens I miss him sfm and hate him for making me miss him and making Heechul emo and then I remember his ridiculous contract and I don't know what to think.

I shall just...stop being conflicted and listen to FT Island being emo instead.

...Come to think of it, the song title is really appropriate!

Comments

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i'm on now : ( but i'll be on for when your last exam ends! i've been working more shifts at starbucks lately so i don't get much time to go on D:

and who is that in your icon lolol and omg when did you get 99 userpics, boo o.o

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Rissa will be at my place by then! You should totally be online so we can glomp you and smother you in love. I know you like that.

The person in my userpic is Jessica and idk, it was the effect of massive icon hunting. Are you stalking my profile?

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

:D oh yay glomping and smothering of love ♥ oh my god! let's webcam then, 8DDDD i'll try to look extra pretty for you guys xDD

oh, sica! okay i was trying to figure it out D: and no, i'm not stalking :O i was thinking that maybe you had it listed in the credits who it was so i went to see your userpics and saw that you had 99 o.o

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

We should! You'll have to be online in the morning then, around 10am or so. Is that possible?

Damn, I want to be stalked. Stalk me, please. That's what friends should do for each other.

I have a feeling that at least 20 of those userpics are of the same person.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

oh the morning, um i suppose so o.o i'll just wake up earlier! :D what day should i wake up early?

D: how shall i stalk thee? i checked out your profile! i see your flist has grown exponentially! my popular boo :D

lololol yes, i notice a trend as well. cough. bias. cough.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Um, it would be 10pm, 30 April for me, so that would make it 9am 30 April for you? or 10am? 11am? I'm never sure, what with all your daylight savings and stuff.

How has my flist grown? Wasn't it always around this number? You people have a bad habit of thinking I'm more popular than I really am, tsk. Besides, I've been getting defriended, too XD

I try, but I can't help it ;_; I pride myself that almost every member is represented though. At least, I don't think I missed out anyone.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

ah, yes okay then. 10am on april 30th for me too o.o i'm on the same time now i think o.o you know, just minus 12 hours, lol.

you are very very popular. i can see that now. your flist is in the hundreds! :O tsk, have you been a bad friend lately? :( shall i defriend you too?

D: with 13 members, good job. and i see hyuk has finally made his appearance. lol, is there one of kibum aka the member that really isn't.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

10am/pm then? I hope we can make it *__*

...no? My flist hasn't made it to a hundred! Not even close! And I have been an impeccable friend, okay. I would bleed for you, and fight to the death for you, and throw unf guys at you, and steal unf guys from you, and yes. All that. If you defriend me you'll never get to eat the awesome chicken rice at my market, and how would you like that? How would you like that, huh? /aggressive

There is. Two, in fact. He was my early bias after all, before he started doing his vanishing thing so well.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

D: hey i don't want to eat awesome chicken rice, i want an awesome bagged drink! i want it DDDD: and i better get it or i swear, automatic defriending will occur the second i get on singaporean soil. i'll just cut you if i don't see a bagged drink dangling in front of me :p

and the stealing of unf guys, well let's just split sm town in half, k? i get homin and you...can have everyone else :x

lololol, 2 out of 99, i suppose he should be honored xD

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Bagged drinks are everywhere and they all taste the same. Awesome chicken rice is only at my place. You have no idea how to appreciate quality, obviously.

What? You don't get Yunho all to yourself. I stake a claim on at least one body part. Back off from your possessiveness, he's my DBSK bias ;_;

Hey, with 13 members, 10 of which consistently appear on stage and whom I've seen in the flesh, you can't hope to get too much icon space.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i want my bagged drink and as the guest in your country, how about you singaporeans show me some hospitality, k? D: get me my bloody damn bagged drink!!! see i used three exclamation marks, clearly i mean business.

D: what do you mean i don't get yunho to myself? at least you have ten members left, i only have two and i think therefore i should get the right to having all of yunho : llllll you can have some hair. i'm being very gracious already.

and hey, do you have one of sungmin with his new hair? mm, i'm quite partial to it.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I am showing you hospitality. You are refusing to accept it. Hmph, fine, get your bagged drink. And you know what, choke on the straw or have a hole in your bag and get grass jelly all over your skirt and waste the $1. Or something. And then you will appreciate solid $2.50 chicken rice :D

Having more numbers doesn't mean I'm willing to give up Yunho to you! But okay, in view of our boo relations, I shall back down and claim his face. Only his face. You won't deny me that. You might even gift me with his abs because I'm so sacrificial and selfless.

I don't ;_; I want one, but I haven't found any decent icon of it yet. But oh does he look so very, very, good *___*

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

: l how rude. you're basically cursing me in saying that you hope i choke on my straw or get a hole in my drink : ll how rude. singapores, hmph. no wonder they say all you all have sticks up your tushes D:

well, i've loved him longer, ha! and i know things about him you don't D: and maybe you can have his face but not his abs, mm, no i think i shall keep those for myself 8DD

DDDDD: why don't you have one?! gasp :O that's horrible, boo. and yes, sungmin's new hair is very unf-worthy and i don't normally flail over sungmin *.*

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

All for your own good, baby. We're not rude, just complex and multi-layered. We're misunderstood by you individualistic, low-context cultures. /fondles stick

That's so horrible. Couldn't I exchange Siwon's abs for Yunho's? Siwon has nice abs. They're likened to chocolate, though I don't know why. It's a fair offer!

I...I don't know! T_T I'M SORRY, SUNGMIN BABY. And why do you not normally flail over him. Oh, I'm so educating you in Sungmin when you're here ;__;

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i see you looking down on us malaysians and i judge you. i judge you hard. /kicks stick up

no D: siwon's abs are like very...hard. he's very um, how shall i put this...siwon looks like a muscle builder/body trainer and i'm afraid i cannot handle that. yunho is the perfect amount of gorgeous and muscle ;D

*.* because i always thought of sungmin as the slut of the group, i still do but omg, he's so much more appealing to me now with that haircut. unf, work it boy.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I would never! Never! Malaysia achieved Super Junior while Singapore still doesn't have an appropriate venue ;__; /pulls out stick

You were not supposed to point that out. Now I don't have anything else to offer except Donghae's body, which I refuse because I need it for Hyukjae. Why are you being difficult?

tbh I have no idea where the slutty image of Sungmin came from. He seems the farthest from that. He barely even does fanservice compared to some of the, um, obvious others! XD

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

mm hmm, i see. so super junior is the only reason you're not looking down on malaysia. just because we have a venue for them. i see :llll i know where your priorities lie :ll

when i think of yunho and his arms and his skfhgnfkshsh entire being i get all :Q____________ so find someone else i do that over. i don't think hyukjae would be pleased if you gave donghae away, altho hae's known yunho longer so... 8DD

D: idk either. i hardly ever watch suju stuff so i'm not even sure how i got that image of him in my mind o.o

anyway boo, i will see you 10am on the 30th :D i have work now so i'll ttyl!

:) ♥