Heechul has emofied me

[catskilt]

First, I watch this aged video of Heechul, Kangin and Sungmin on Tablo's Dream Radio where Heechul recs FT Island's 'Until You're Back', and emo as it is, I fall in love with the song immediately because god, it is gorgeous. The opening, the singing, the guitar playing, the rapping, the rock...it's so addictive and catchy and beautiful that I immediately downloaded two of FT Island's albums just to get more of their sound. Which is why everyone has to listen to it too, or watch this brilliant performance, or you know, both, because it deserves attention.

Also, Hongki really looks like Jiro Wang in this. For real. If they'd sung in Chinese instead, I would've thought it was Jiro Wang. Which is good? Because Jiro is hot?

And then Heechul tweets and cyworlds about Hangeng and I am crying inside because idek, it hurts to be reminded of it. Usually I am okay with Hangeng's absence, but damn when something like that happens I miss him sfm and hate him for making me miss him and making Heechul emo and then I remember his ridiculous contract and I don't know what to think.

I shall just...stop being conflicted and listen to FT Island being emo instead.

...Come to think of it, the song title is really appropriate!

Comments

[htenywg.livejournal.com]

It is sadly fantastic the way Heechul has made so many fans emo just by being emo about Han Geng.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

It's not just Heechul, really. I tend to get emo whenever someone mentions him. Like how Teuk said in an interview that Hangeng's leaving was a painful ordeal for them. I was ;__; for a while after that :|

Which is odd because normally, when I see 8/9/10 of them on stage, I don't miss him.

[htenywg.livejournal.com]

It's easier to ignore somebody who's not there rather than somebody who is. And just being mentioned makes his presence felt.

I'm glad they don't hate him for it though. It could have been a lot messier.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

ngl though, I'm not checking out what he's been doing lately in promotions and all because it still hurts :|

I guess they can see why he did it, and anyway, eventually, they'll all be going solo, so.

[htenywg.livejournal.com]

Oh... I have. :| I guess I'm a bigger Geng fan than a SJ13+2 fan.

Will they? For sure? I mean it makes sense but... not yet, right?

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

LOL, well, to be fair, I don't really check out solo activities, even if it's Sungmin or Donghae or Eunhyuk. Just keeping up with their group activities and fandom stuff fills up my time adequately, so me not keeping up with Geng isn't really a bearing on whether I like Geng or not. Same treatment extended to all XD

Yeah, not yet, but I feel like it might happen pretty soon, since Teuk and Heechul will be going into the army soon. I can't imagine what SJ will be like without them O.o

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

heechul's such a diva :') he's so bitchy and protective of his friends because he doesn't make that many and ugh, he's actually so squishy. he was always the one member of suju that i always could count on loving and it never had anything to do with his looks or singing skills. he's really just loyal too :)

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

There's a whole lot more to Heechul than his looks or singing skills, definitely :)

Hi boo!

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

hi, you! ♥

why are you not on msn? :(

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I'm supposed to stay off MSN until Friday, because that's when my last exam ends and I'm freeee~.

Where have you been :(

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i'm on now : ( but i'll be on for when your last exam ends! i've been working more shifts at starbucks lately so i don't get much time to go on D:

and who is that in your icon lolol and omg when did you get 99 userpics, boo o.o

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Rissa will be at my place by then! You should totally be online so we can glomp you and smother you in love. I know you like that.

The person in my userpic is Jessica and idk, it was the effect of massive icon hunting. Are you stalking my profile?

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

:D oh yay glomping and smothering of love ♥ oh my god! let's webcam then, 8DDDD i'll try to look extra pretty for you guys xDD

oh, sica! okay i was trying to figure it out D: and no, i'm not stalking :O i was thinking that maybe you had it listed in the credits who it was so i went to see your userpics and saw that you had 99 o.o

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

We should! You'll have to be online in the morning then, around 10am or so. Is that possible?

Damn, I want to be stalked. Stalk me, please. That's what friends should do for each other.

I have a feeling that at least 20 of those userpics are of the same person.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

oh the morning, um i suppose so o.o i'll just wake up earlier! :D what day should i wake up early?

D: how shall i stalk thee? i checked out your profile! i see your flist has grown exponentially! my popular boo :D

lololol yes, i notice a trend as well. cough. bias. cough.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Um, it would be 10pm, 30 April for me, so that would make it 9am 30 April for you? or 10am? 11am? I'm never sure, what with all your daylight savings and stuff.

How has my flist grown? Wasn't it always around this number? You people have a bad habit of thinking I'm more popular than I really am, tsk. Besides, I've been getting defriended, too XD

I try, but I can't help it ;_; I pride myself that almost every member is represented though. At least, I don't think I missed out anyone.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

ah, yes okay then. 10am on april 30th for me too o.o i'm on the same time now i think o.o you know, just minus 12 hours, lol.

you are very very popular. i can see that now. your flist is in the hundreds! :O tsk, have you been a bad friend lately? :( shall i defriend you too?

D: with 13 members, good job. and i see hyuk has finally made his appearance. lol, is there one of kibum aka the member that really isn't.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

10am/pm then? I hope we can make it *__*

...no? My flist hasn't made it to a hundred! Not even close! And I have been an impeccable friend, okay. I would bleed for you, and fight to the death for you, and throw unf guys at you, and steal unf guys from you, and yes. All that. If you defriend me you'll never get to eat the awesome chicken rice at my market, and how would you like that? How would you like that, huh? /aggressive

There is. Two, in fact. He was my early bias after all, before he started doing his vanishing thing so well.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

D: hey i don't want to eat awesome chicken rice, i want an awesome bagged drink! i want it DDDD: and i better get it or i swear, automatic defriending will occur the second i get on singaporean soil. i'll just cut you if i don't see a bagged drink dangling in front of me :p

and the stealing of unf guys, well let's just split sm town in half, k? i get homin and you...can have everyone else :x

lololol, 2 out of 99, i suppose he should be honored xD

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Bagged drinks are everywhere and they all taste the same. Awesome chicken rice is only at my place. You have no idea how to appreciate quality, obviously.

What? You don't get Yunho all to yourself. I stake a claim on at least one body part. Back off from your possessiveness, he's my DBSK bias ;_;

Hey, with 13 members, 10 of which consistently appear on stage and whom I've seen in the flesh, you can't hope to get too much icon space.

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i want my bagged drink and as the guest in your country, how about you singaporeans show me some hospitality, k? D: get me my bloody damn bagged drink!!! see i used three exclamation marks, clearly i mean business.

D: what do you mean i don't get yunho to myself? at least you have ten members left, i only have two and i think therefore i should get the right to having all of yunho : llllll you can have some hair. i'm being very gracious already.

and hey, do you have one of sungmin with his new hair? mm, i'm quite partial to it.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I am showing you hospitality. You are refusing to accept it. Hmph, fine, get your bagged drink. And you know what, choke on the straw or have a hole in your bag and get grass jelly all over your skirt and waste the $1. Or something. And then you will appreciate solid $2.50 chicken rice :D

Having more numbers doesn't mean I'm willing to give up Yunho to you! But okay, in view of our boo relations, I shall back down and claim his face. Only his face. You won't deny me that. You might even gift me with his abs because I'm so sacrificial and selfless.

I don't ;_; I want one, but I haven't found any decent icon of it yet. But oh does he look so very, very, good *___*

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

: l how rude. you're basically cursing me in saying that you hope i choke on my straw or get a hole in my drink : ll how rude. singapores, hmph. no wonder they say all you all have sticks up your tushes D:

well, i've loved him longer, ha! and i know things about him you don't D: and maybe you can have his face but not his abs, mm, no i think i shall keep those for myself 8DD

DDDDD: why don't you have one?! gasp :O that's horrible, boo. and yes, sungmin's new hair is very unf-worthy and i don't normally flail over sungmin *.*

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

All for your own good, baby. We're not rude, just complex and multi-layered. We're misunderstood by you individualistic, low-context cultures. /fondles stick

That's so horrible. Couldn't I exchange Siwon's abs for Yunho's? Siwon has nice abs. They're likened to chocolate, though I don't know why. It's a fair offer!

I...I don't know! T_T I'M SORRY, SUNGMIN BABY. And why do you not normally flail over him. Oh, I'm so educating you in Sungmin when you're here ;__;

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

i see you looking down on us malaysians and i judge you. i judge you hard. /kicks stick up

no D: siwon's abs are like very...hard. he's very um, how shall i put this...siwon looks like a muscle builder/body trainer and i'm afraid i cannot handle that. yunho is the perfect amount of gorgeous and muscle ;D

*.* because i always thought of sungmin as the slut of the group, i still do but omg, he's so much more appealing to me now with that haircut. unf, work it boy.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I would never! Never! Malaysia achieved Super Junior while Singapore still doesn't have an appropriate venue ;__; /pulls out stick

You were not supposed to point that out. Now I don't have anything else to offer except Donghae's body, which I refuse because I need it for Hyukjae. Why are you being difficult?

tbh I have no idea where the slutty image of Sungmin came from. He seems the farthest from that. He barely even does fanservice compared to some of the, um, obvious others! XD

[apocryphalic.livejournal.com]

mm hmm, i see. so super junior is the only reason you're not looking down on malaysia. just because we have a venue for them. i see :llll i know where your priorities lie :ll

when i think of yunho and his arms and his skfhgnfkshsh entire being i get all :Q____________ so find someone else i do that over. i don't think hyukjae would be pleased if you gave donghae away, altho hae's known yunho longer so... 8DD

D: idk either. i hardly ever watch suju stuff so i'm not even sure how i got that image of him in my mind o.o

anyway boo, i will see you 10am on the 30th :D i have work now so i'll ttyl!

:) ♥

[ky-rin.livejournal.com]

I know Heechul liked FTT's 'Don't Love' and basically got Donghae and some other members of suju to like it as well because it's so sad ;_; Donghae heard him sing in the shower and apparently burst through the door to ask him what song it was. laskjd where did heechul talk about this, I have watched too many solo heechul shows or radio shows to remember, lol. Heechul and Hongki are so BFF tho. I'll have to agree with what Rissa said on twitter about how some of their songs sound the same after a bit, and t me that is because they don't rotate the lead vocal enough and Hongki sings the same way every time.

What albums are you listening to atm? I started chronologically and I'm probably only at the 2nd album. I really like this song called 'A man's first love follows him to the grave'.

Seriously. I'm usually ok with Han Geng doing whatever he wants, but idk, the regret in Heechul's post hit me a bit hard and I', just reminded of how much harder it is for them, as real friends of Han Geng and not fangirls 982371089273 km away, to move on.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Donghae. ROFL. THAT IS SUCH A DONGHAE THING TO DO. I feel like 'Donghae' should be made into an adjective. How long have they been around? I got the impression that they were really young, but if they were performing in 2007, then they can't be that young O.o

I'm listening to ...Refreshments? The Refreshment?...because that's where 'Until You're Back' is from. I actually hunted out that song because I loved it so much :| the other album is Cheerful Sensibility, but I've really just been replaying 'Until You're Back' over and over, like what we did for 'Let You Go' XDDD

I wonder if they'll ever talk about his departure. Or maybe it's better not to, considering the backlash that 2pm and DBSK received. Yeah. It's probably better to keep mum about the whole thing.

[ky-rin.livejournal.com]

I think they are kind of young? I don't know, they were supposed to be idols too or something. actually it may have been that song you posted, heechul talked about listening to another song on a drive with kibum lmao.

hee, the number of replays for 'let you go' was pretty epic man. also, please to be watching that a9 thing I emailed you, the last performance on it is just impressive ;_;

yea, best to keep mum, no need for fanwars too :| the dbsk drama is just way too much right now

[towa-no-imi.livejournal.com]

Yay someone to join me on liking FTI! Lol.
I personally love their first album best, Didn't Know How to Love was my fave ^^ And do listen to A Song For You too. Most of the songs I like from them are written by Japanese XDD Hongki's vocal is just amazing, he sounds way beyond his age.

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

I'll download their first album then! Do you have a link for it? :D

Ahaha, I will join you~

[towa-no-imi.livejournal.com]

Here you go　＾＾ http://www.megaupload.com/?d=3P2V8DEA

[nil-chi-tsosie.livejournal.com]

Jeremy!

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

Lol, who is that? I don't know anyone in FT Island aside from Hongki XD

[ky-rin.livejournal.com]

hongji acted as jeremy in the kdrama you're beautiful. he was blond. and very puppy like. i want a jeremy!!!

[nil-chi-tsosie.livejournal.com]

Hongki played a character named Jeremy in You're Beautiful. That was how I first heard of their band.